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| User: | sar_06 (6738169) your crazy
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| Name: | sar_06 | |
| Location: | Ohio, United States | |
| Bio: |        This is for the girls who spend hours fixing upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be that they are doing something wrong. Who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is a homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other girls time and time again fake up and make up and fuck up the guys in their lives without saying a word. This one's for the girls who you can take home to mom, but won't because it's easier to sleep with a whore than foster a relationship. This is for the girls who have been led on by words and  kisses and touches all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with. This is for the nights spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech, for the nights when you've returned home alone. For the nights when you've seen from across the room him leaning a little too close, or standing a little too near, or talking a little too softly for the girl he's with to be a random hookup. This is for the girls who have endured party after party in his presence, finally having realized that it wasn't that he didn't want a relationship: it was that he didn't want you. Who have received a drunk phone call just before dawn from someone who doesn't care enough to invite them over but is still willing to pass out in their bed. This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the first blonde girl in a skirt. This is for never realizing that when you choose friends, you seldom choose those which make you cry yourself to sleep. This is for the hugs you've received from your female friends, for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and intelligent and amazing and loyal and truly worthy of a great guy. This is for the despair you all felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow and your teddy bear. This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have endured what he was giving because at least he was giving something. This is for the stupidity of the nights we've believed that something was better than nothing, though his something was nothing we'd have ever wanted. This is for the girls who have been satisified with too little and who have learned never to expect anything more, for the girls who don't think that they deserve more. Sometimes we go undercover, sometimes we go in disguise, sometimes when that girl in the low cut shirt or the too tight miniskirt won't answer your catcalls, sometimes you're looking at a nice girl in whore's clothing. We might say we like the attention, we might blush and giggle and turn back to our friends, but we're all thinking the same thing: "This isn't me. Tomorrow morning, I'll be wearing a teeshirt and flannel shorts, I'll have slept alone and I'll be making my hungover best friend breakfast. See through the disguise. See me." You never do. Why? Because you only see the exterior, you only see the slutty girl who welcomes those advances. You don't want the nice girl.  You are Kristen! Which Laguna Beach Cast Member are you? brought to you by Quizilla   <3 T.r.A.v.I.s-B.a.R.k.E.r <3 is love  The Barkers are wild and crazy love  Carmen && Dave are l.o.v.e ii remember most of SeventeeN ii remember the day we met his smile his touch you can be aNy where when your life begiNs when the future opens up iN front of you and you may Not even r e a l i z e it at first buts it's already happeNing <3 Crazy/Beautiful | |
| Interests: | 72: 1988, 50 cent, 60's and 70's, abercrombie & fitch, adam brody, ashlee simpson, black lights, bone thugs, christina aguilera, concerts, crazy/beautiful, dancing, dr. pepper, driving, eminem, escalades, evanescence, food, french vanilla cappuchinos, fuse, gadzooks, good charlotte, halloween, hats, hip-hop, inferno 2, italians, joel madden, johnny depp, kohls, laguna beach, mac and cheese, meet the barkers, mr bubble, mtv, music, myrtle beach, natty light, one tree hill, partyin, rachel bilson, rap, real world san diego, shopping, shot glasses, silver eclipse, simpsons, sleeping, something corporate, sophia bush, spencers, st. pattys day, story of the year, strawberry shortcake, strobe lights, summer, taking back sunday, the beach, the game, the inferno, the nightmare before xmas, the notebook, the oc, the simple life 1, the virgin suicides, thirteen, three days grace, tj.max, trapt, travis barker, tupac, warped tour | |
| Schools: | None listed | |
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| Mutual Friends: | 35: 128_110, __kieshalynn, __novacaine, _falling_faster, _rawrr_core, _vintage_jane, bleachedlithium, blondehearted26, caitara134, dollyxdreadful, dramadork110, georges_blues, goddess7034, haveahangover, hearts_go_xbang, hott_pink_xx, kmacky_25, krizz10, ladyy_d, liljayvee93, love_me143, lovelauren_, ohsokissablex3, paradiisebabii7, sarea21, seducetodeath, summerxdreamsx, sweetipie45, talk_ischeap, u_people_r_ugly, x0_beautiful_0x, x__firstcrush, xo_hunny_xo, xsaphirextearsx, y0u_killme_well | |
| Also Friend of: | 1: laurnenburke | |
| Member of: | 8: __quotexwhore, _effin_sweet, _realthin, _survey_whore_x, guessmyweight, sextips, thebarkers, were_not_hungry | |
| Account type: | Basic Account | |
